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They're Just Not that into you!

My song... what about your friends, you can live with them or without them, that's what friends are for through good times and bad times. I have lived through it all, but have never had a real friend these are the days that I just accept what is and move on through these painful times. I'm o.k. and have many good moments to experience all by myself. Just because they're not that into me doesn't mean that there is something wrong with me. I'm just fine I just need someone to see that I'm incredible and amazing.

Ms. Raw Natural Foods 2010

Ok so now I have turned a new leaf in my life, literally. I have changed the direction of my health. In February with much research and planning, I became a Raw foodist. The first couple of weeks were a little hard. I basically survived on apples, oranges and salads. I guess I wasn't too really prepared physically for the change in my diet. I mean I've always eaten pretty healthy, well not so much. But I was very interested in the Raw and not Vegan or Vegetarian because of what being raw signified. I felt I was going towards how god intended us humans to eat way, way back with the creation of the first humans. I am now 6 months into my renewed sense of health and enlightenment and I am stoked! Yes I've lost a couple of pounds but that was never the intention. Really my fear of going to the doctors brought this need for diet change about. I needed to feel I was doing all that I could towards my temple to gain homeostasis and the feeling of ultimate health. Right now I am on the right path and for now that is all I need to know! Keep you posted!

Some sense of normalcy

Hi,

I needed to vent. I'm unlikeable and finally had to just step up to it and accept it! Really! I canceled my Twitter, Facebook, and Myspace all because I finally had the realization that I do not have and never will have friends! If I were to take it from the beginning, which begins at the age of 5 you could see that the road to where I am now is what it is... I'm a lil down about it but what can I do... I'm 37 I'm a women I've accomplished so much and I have a great family. However, I have never found one true friend who isn't envious, competitive, or self loathing. I don't know what is wrong with women but sometimes I'm just too embarrassed to be one.

Ok wait I have a friend named Nadine she different because she sees how people treat me and how they've no interest in being cool with me and admits she can understand why, but I don't because I'm still that little sad uncomfortable little girl who just wants to meet people the normal way and have them like me. I'm getting to old for all of these stressful relationships that is why I discontinued all those sites no one spoke to me on those sites and I guess all this ranting is making me feel better, but not changing my situation.